peace and rest: an internal job

Here I am, week four into my summer at JH Ranch and slowly getting into a routine and rhythm. Something I’ve noticed is that one of the things that made me fall in love with this place back in October last year is now something that I’m struggling with...

blank pages.

Blank pages, heart open Ready, Expectant to hear Your voice. Tired heart, weary soul Knowing You’re near gives me hope. This journey is long, sometimes hard As I allow Your hand To lovingly shape me, mould me Challenge into the person I am to become. Silence...

23 – a year of new things.

I sit here, the eve of my 23rd birthday, having a slight mind explosion about the ‘next’. 22 held so much and it was one of the most challenging years of my life. It was the year that I hit an emotional wall and started dealing with panic attacks; the year...

this is where it ends.

I lie in bed, mind ticking, racing, thinking. The fear is crippling and the thoughts overwhelming. The silence making room for the subconscious to fill the space. Alone. Isolated. Unsure. Unsure of what is truth and what is not. Unsure of what is right and what is...